A lot has been happening, I just forget.

OMG, My hair stylist will *NOT* cut my hair. I'm like, wanting a new short hairstyle and this woman is not having it. Says she want's my hair to grow long like it used to be. SHe keeps insisting that LONG hair is beautiful on me and why on earth do I want my hair shorter?! I'll look less feminine.

I'm like WTF??!!

That's why I need to chop it. I'm oosing feminity and it's driving me crazy. You've got this tomboy who's dressed to the hilt in army fatiques, military shirts, saggy jeans and and wife beaters - and then long feminine hair????! It just doesn't fit my style. No wonder I can't find a date (so to speak). People are confused. Men are like, "why does that pretty girl dress like us?" And the females are like, "SHe looks like a girl trying to be a man. The poor girl is confused." *Ugh*

It's driving me nuts that the more I try to change - more people resist it. Static, static, static every which way I turn man.

So I'm finding a new hair stylist by next week. Her work is not even good anymore. She did a great job the first time I went to her and then after that - it's been pretty crappy. Like she stopped trying. As soon as I make my way out of this suburbian hell, I know I'll find better. It just makes me mad that everyone around here wants to keep you and everyone else looking exactly the same. I guess they think,"why change? If aint broke you don't need to fix it." Or cut it. *Sigh*

Well, I've got to go now. But to end things positivly, I really think the girl at my job is pretty cool. I don't know her well, (except for the little tibids from small talk, which is very sporatic), but I could tell we would have a good time if we hung out. We have a lot of things in common, I think. It's weird and cool at the same time. Anyways, I hardly ever see her much though, but when I do it's refreshing.